{"id":17127,"date":"2013-12-21T09:04:13","date_gmt":"2013-12-21T17:04:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.thejealouscurator.com\/blog\/?p=17127"},"modified":"2013-12-21T15:35:32","modified_gmt":"2013-12-21T23:35:32","slug":"jenny-fine","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.thejealouscurator.com\/blog\/2013\/12\/21\/jenny-fine\/","title":{"rendered":"jenny fine"},"content":{"rendered":"

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So weird, and beautiful, and weird<\/em>, and sad. Quite appropriate given that the title of this series, by American artist\u00a0Jenny Fine<\/a>, is titled\u00a0The Saddest Day<\/a>. It really was, and here’s why:<\/p>\n

“In the throws of it, one hardly knows what to do.\u00a0 It is a hard feeling to name. It\u2019s a lump in the throat, a shortness of breath. It\u2019s hands that tremble knowing that they must work fast. \u201cThis is it,\u201d I kept thinking, I kept speaking under my breath, as if saying it out loud made the moment more real. She was leaving, we knew that full well, and there was nothing we could do.<\/em><\/p>\n

I come from a family of farmers.\u00a0 When my father was little my grandparents raised pigs.\u00a0 On the coldest day of the year the hogs were slaughtered and their bodies were dragged to the roof of the house to freeze. One year the hogs took sick and the entire herd had to be slaughtered on the same day. It was my father\u2019s job, together with the other children in the family, to help kill the pigs. This day was known as ‘The Saddest Day’.<\/em><\/p>\n

This series of medium format photographs, entitled ‘The Saddest Day’, was originally conceived as a reenactment of this family narrative. However, when I arrived home that Mother\u2019s Day weekend, I found my grandmother upside down on the couch, her head where her feet should have been. She was hurting. We rushed her to the hospital.<\/em><\/p>\n

These photographs document the moments following our return to the farm after our first visit to the emergency room, two weeks before my grandmother died. ‘The Saddest Day’ explores my family\u2019s collective experience of loss leading up to the death of the family matriarch: my grandmother. In this moment taking pictures seemed the only thing we could do to stop time. Putting on a costume, wearing a mask, even looking through the camera was a way to face each other, face this trauma and our vulnerability without having to look at each other straight on. ‘<\/em>The Saddest Day’<\/em> portrays the beginning of our coming to terms with a looming goodbye; my father, sister and cousin dressed as pigs leading my grandmother into death.”<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

See? So, so<\/em> sad… but at the same time, it’s also so wonderful and amazing that Jenny had that kind of relationship with her fabulous grandmother, Sarah. A woman who for years and years was a collaborative creative partner {she did this shoot when she knew she was dying – what a spit-fire, right to the end!}<\/em>, and huge supporter of her granddaughter’s talent and love of art:<\/p>\n

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RIP, Sarah. I wish I had known you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

So weird, and beautiful, and weird, and sad. Quite appropriate given that the title of this series, by American artist\u00a0Jenny Fine, is titled\u00a0The Saddest Day. It really was, and here’s why: “In the throws of it, one hardly knows what to do.\u00a0 It is a hard feeling to name. It\u2019s a lump in the throat, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3,43],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.thejealouscurator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17127"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.thejealouscurator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.thejealouscurator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.thejealouscurator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.thejealouscurator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=17127"}],"version-history":[{"count":12,"href":"https:\/\/www.thejealouscurator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17127\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17248,"href":"https:\/\/www.thejealouscurator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17127\/revisions\/17248"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.thejealouscurator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=17127"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.thejealouscurator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=17127"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.thejealouscurator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=17127"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}